Craig writes…
Hey, Jenny,

My parents have been moaning at me to get a job, however, I’m finding it extremely difficult to do so. Two years ago I lost a close friend and was forced to come out about my sexuality to my parents. I already had a history of panic attacks and they were exacerbated by the pressures. This caused psychological problems which I’m still finding hard to deal with due to the strain I was put under. I returned to education only find discrimination and harrassment from my fellow students which made me leave. My parents don’t seem to understand how difficult it is to take the plunge and work because I’m scared of people hating me. I just feel like nobody understands who I am any more, and my parents don’t seem to understand what I’m going through. I just don’t know what to do any more.

Craig

My response…
Dear Craig,

To be honest, at first I thought you were just using the loss of your friend and discrimination as excuses not to get a job. But then I realized that panic attacks are real so my guess is that even without the loss of your friend and coming out, you might still be in the same place, emotionally. They say it takes two years to overcome someone’s death so you should be able to start moving on from that. If you came out to your parents and you’re still living at home, they must be accepting of your sexuality. In fact you’re lucky they are supporting you and I happen to agree that you need to start facing the realities of life and get a job. An interesting job will also help take the focus off the negative things you’ve been dwelling on. And there will always be people who might not like you but that happens to everyone. As many fans as I had on television, I also got hate mail but I knew I was a good person so I didn’t let it dictate my life. As a gay man, you are bound to face discrimination but you can’t run away from it. Your parents are trying to motivate you out of love and I believe it’s time for you to take action. You may need some counseling to do it, so if you really can’t deal emotionally with the real world, then set up some counseling this week. Show your parents that you are making the effort. You either have to take the plunge and get a job and learn to deal with life’s issues, or start counseling to help prepare you for your future. The worst thing you can do is nothing.
Jenny